Removing Stamps - 1

I'm getting ready to go into the main group and put the new poll up, so I wanted to just write up a bit about what I did last night. Keely had sent out a link to the Whole Life Clearing, and although I tested that I wasn't ready to do that yet, I did need to check out the link. (I always test through my emails to see if I need to work on any of the stuff that's covered in them.)

So after clicking from that link onto a couple of others, I came up on the page about removing stamps; AHA! This is what I needed to do!

Even though I didn't get very far last night -- I spent about an hour and a half on it, but I can see that it will take awhile to do this lesson -- I made some good connections, and I got good information about what to do next.

Here's what I did.

The page tells you that first you should access the total number of stamps that you have. I accessed that I had 19 stamps.

Then I accessed how many I had in the different areas. I had 4 stamps in the DNA of my spiral body; 11-12 stamps in my lower chakras; 4 stamps in the vibration of my higher bodies; 0-1 stamp in my meridians; and 2 stamps in the vibration of any of my names.

Adding that up, I get 22-23 -- Does this make my initial number wrong? No; I tested that it is variable because I had done removals before I accessed, and the total number is the current number active, and the ones that I accessed by location are recurring. Particularly, the meridian clearing and placements and the chakra activations that I did previous to accessing the numbers affected the stamp in my meridians, the stamps in the vibration of my names, and to a lesser degree, the stamps in the lower chakras and the higher bodies.

So then I tested that the first place to start working was the stamps on my lower chakras. THIS is where it got a bit scary. First, I was stunned to find *that* many stamps in my lower chakras; I've always thought that I was pretty clear in these areas. So I began to test.

I tested that I have SEVEN STAMPS in my FIRST chakra! I must have tested ten times hoping that that wasn't really true! I hadn't looked up at that point yet what all of the chakras were; I've never done any chakra work beyond the basic activation stuff, so I'm not at all familiar with what any of them do.

I tested that I have 2 stamps in my fifth chakra, 4 or 5 stamps in my third chakra, and residual stamps in my second and fourth chakras that are like "bleed-overs" from the stamps in my other chakras. These had cleared pretty much after I strengthed my meridians.

After I did the testing to see where the stamps were, I went in to see what the chakras are; this is where I got my big shock.

After moving back in to help my sister take care of my mother a couple of years ago, I gained 60 pounds in not quite a year. I went from being the healthiest I've ever been in my entire life to being the least healthy I've ever been; from working out a lot every day to sitting on my butt all day long; from eating to live to living to eat -- you know the story.

And I've known that something else was going on; there is a sickness surrounding my mother that pulls me in in ways that I haven't quite been able to name or avoid (she has multiple sclerosis -- a twining disease that pulls a great deal of darkness in, I've found).

Well, the first chakra is feet and legs: strength, vitality, individuality, courage, health. WOW!

I think for the first time that I really understood why it is so hard for me to be at my physical best around my mother; and even though I can't put it into words right now, I know that I have to treat myself more gently in order to work through this. I found that it was like reading a really good horoscope for the first time and it clicks and you know that there are things about you that you'll really have to work on to overcome -- things that aren't your "fault" but things that still must be addressed.

By the time I got to this stage, it was half past midnight and I needed to go to bed. So I then accessed what to do next.

I removed agreements to carry stamps. (All of this is coming from Skill 6, Remove the Veil.) Then after confirming that I was leading with the celestial body, I directed healing to my first chakra. I then accessed that I need a red light -- not just a red candle, but that would be good too. But a red light. (Colored light is an entrance point to the spiral body.) And I need to soak my feet and legs in salts under the red light and direct healing to my first chakra. What kind of salts / soak?

I didn't get anything when I accessed -- I probably should go to a store and test a few things. Lavendar? Yes, I'm getting that's good, at least at first. I'm getting that that will send enough healing to my first chakra so that I can work on becoming more active, and the activity will help me heal the chakra even more. But I have to do more soaks than that, and I have to do them using other kinds of things. But that's a start.

And I need to start dancing again. VERY important, and something that I was doing a great deal of before I moved in here.

So then I thanked God for the ability to access and I went and sat zazen for awhile before bed.

What amazing stuff this is!